HIDE FEELINGS

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i am not sure where to start. i do not even know what story should i write. i have been sitting in front of my laptop for hours and hours and nothing comes out. except getting fat because my mouth never stop munch cookies while listening to the music that is called "little do you know" by alex and sierra.

i think i will write story about me likes hide my feeling. not just that romantic, love feelings but what I mean is angry, sad, offended but you are unable to expressthe feelings because people thought you are "fine", "strong" or else.

being like this, is not easy. so many obstacles, challenges you have to face.

i dont know whether should i post this is or not. maybe i will post it, but then edit it back later. i dont know but i like to share here. 

Degree life is hectic. I need motivation

I need motivation. I stopped. I kemas all these books bersepah atas katil. I sighed. Degree life is hectic 😫😭 Mounting tasks to be done. Can i just give up? It seems easier tho 😂 my tangled thoughts messed up everything. Ya allah I really need some shots of motivation 😞 i went to bathroom and took an ablution. Bentang my prayer mat and did a maghrib prayer. I took a break and decided to opened up my whatsapp in case my lecturers cancel all the clases for the whole week. But hell, my lecturers said this week presentation, midterm, date line and do the forum 😑. So i decided to open up Facebook just in case Malaysia was under attack and our prime minister declare the state of emergency. What ever excuse i made to procrastinate. Yall know me HAHAHAHA. But instead, I came across this photo. I cried. I did it well back then. I survived. Why need to lose hope now? Belive in allah is forever a powerful thread. Ayte?