Thursday 19 September 2019

So Tired...


haiii korang. maaflah lama tak update blog. koen komen pun tak sempat reply satu satu. bukan apa, cuma sekarang kuliah dah start jadi agak busy sedikit. bila dah busy ni waktu yang free pun untuk berehat je.

taknak cakap banyak pun kali ni cuma nak mengadu yang cikbunga sangatlah penat sejak naik sem ni. entah lah kenapa. tapi memang sangat penat. penat terkejar-kejar bas, kelas pukul 8, kelas habis lewat petang...arghhhhh

takpelah, belajar eang susah pun kan? sabarlah sayang

tapi tu lah, cikbunga plan sem ni nak bawak motor senang sikit nak gerak ke mana. kalau kelas pukul 8, boleh la gerak keluar pukul 745 ke kan? takde lah pukul 7 tu cikbunga dah kena tunggu bas. kalau kelas habis senja tu boleh la terus balik. takpayah tunggu bas dah hmmm lagipun bas takde senja senja ni. minggu lepas cikbunga sampai rumah pukul 8 tau sebab tunggu bas. 
jadi dengan adanya motor ni harap boleh lah jimatkan masa kan?

okeylah tu je rasanya nak membebel dekat sini. insyallah kalau ada masa, cikbunga akan reply komen korang satu satu. thankyou


Sunday 15 September 2019

ORANG NAK TINGGALKAN KITA...?


Sometimes I feel like the people I'm the closest to are always trying to leave me behind. fear of unknowingly being in a one sided relationships is what haunts me. 

The fear of loving someone who would not even care if you were to wake up in the morning. Emotions take over and I usually just make a fool of myself. Plunging into a deeper abyss. All want i to know is that the people I care for most in this world, feel just as passionately about a stupid fool like me. But that is a request to big to be a reality.

xoxo. bye.


Thursday 12 September 2019

TEMPAT ANAK SULUNG BERGANTUNG


bila anak sulung ada tempat bergantung
dia aakan betul betul bergantung dekat orang tu
dia akan cakap dekat diri sendiri kadang kadang yang dia tu berdikari, tak bergantung pun dekat orang tu
kononnya dia boleh
sebenarnyakan, tak
dia kata dia boleh hidup kalau orang tu takde, tapi
sebenarnya dia lah orang yang paling tak boleh

sebabtu kan, anak sulung ni kuat dekat kawan kawan dia
bukan dengan family sebenarnya
dia kuat untuk family
tapi dia bangun dengan kawan kawan
dia kuat dengan kawan kawan
kalau dia takde kawan kawan kan, dia akan rasa dia sorang sorang je
jauh je

masa tu, anak sulung ni betul betul jatuh
terduduk
haa macam tu
sebab tu kan
kadang kadang kita kena bangun sendiri
kalau ada masalah tu, kena share
tapi kita ni anak sulung, nak share masalah tu belakang sekali
paling susah nak share la








Friday 6 September 2019

MY BOYFRIEND CHEATED ON ME?!


QUESTION :
I caught my boyfriend cheating about two months ago I've tried forgiving him but I cant forget


ANSWER :
you can forgive him but you shouldn't stay in a relationship with someone who can't commit to one. it's not just about the act but it speaks about the personality of the person too. and being in a relationship with someone who has a problem with commitment will lead to a lot more issues in the future